''Stroking Both Lions''(m/f)

"You Should Have Been A Girl"

My femininity will be a reoccurring theme on this blog. The above title is a quote of my late fathers. Between my long eyelashes, slender legs and fascination with hair and aesthetics I have always tried to explore this side of myself.

The Naked Dream

Last night I had a dream that I had no home. Instead just a giant bed between several houses where I slept naked into the bright early morning. Teenage girls spied on me and giggled, old people made disgusted faces. But no one said a thing. I felt so powerful I found myself jerking off in the middle of a this suburban neighborhood.
The feeling it conveyed was to ask the old time honored saying:
"WHAT?"

FUCK I'M MAD!
FUCK MY TEETH
SO CRAZY
my fucking teeth

Gross

Stay

Have I fucked it all up? I thought this was romance.

Hold your hair so tight. Don't go away.

Stop running. Approach.

Need You Now, So Much.

I need to be your match, I need to be your crush.

This Dream is Real.

Anarchy Fiction

tongue

2/09

"Godzy"

My mother's Christmas present is a painting of our late beloved cat Godzilla. I named her when we found her in the forest as a kitten in 1987. She lived to be nearly 22 years old and departed us in early 2009. I loved her so.

" Anxiety"

I painted this pretty quickly sometime in late December/09. Worried to death of the watchful eyes the social world would bring. To afraid to live...I painted so sloppy.

04/08/2010

Is this my Tyler Durden? My Opposite George? Am I Bi-Polar? Is this the mania? I seem to be aware of this. Maybe I am "swinging on the spiral".
Know this: I only have good intentions for you all. If I ever were to revert to the creep, please remember that I love. I love many. I Love You.
I believed Someone loved me and I escaped.. Whether I was wrong or right, I'm glad to be here.
I Love myself again.